All are welcome into my world, but be warned, for you enter at your own risk.
For my darkness is not the safest place, even for me.
Those who know me know that the light of my heart casts a shadow over my soul.
One cannot exist without the other.
And so I walk the line.....Alone.
An Explanation
my soul is a fractured mess
full of holes and
missing pieces.
It`s state would be considered
condemed, or worse
if i let it get there.
Not to say that the life
I have is a hard one
far from it.
or that I`m bitter
about where I am
again, that`s not the case.
it`s just that my life
has seen it`s fair share
of sun as well as the shade
sometimes I feel, more than fair
of the latter. And the pain
I hold in I know most haven`t felt
it, don`t want to feel it,
and may never feel it, GOD willing.
And I have dragged down
many a good soul
whose only crime was
not heeding the warning
I gave and chose to
help and try to hold the
burden that is my tourture and pain.
People say that
this can be turned around
and that light can be seen inside
this unholy mess of a soul.
that`s all well and good,
but answer this...
What then? What do I do then??
Will it last??? Hell no
Nothing last, especially the good.
Besides, I have lived in this for so long
I don`t know, and dare I say this,
even want anything else.
I close this by quoting a friend
"We all have our crosses to bear".
He left out the part that
some crosses are heavier than others,
and others are the ones me make for ourselves
